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我好想逃避
Yes or no?
I wish to be like everyone else and yet i want to be myself..
Ps: this is deep.. Even i dont understand -.-
Surpriseee!! I'm backkkk!!!
Surpriseeee!!! I'm back to blogging!! Its not that i disappeared forever but i'm just not in the mood for it every time i log in and see my old boring blogskin... I've been searching high and low for a suitable one but i still cant find it.. So now i resort to blogging on my iphone... With the blogger app... (yeahh so smart and arrogant rite... Got iphone~ -.-) i just cant get away from ranting my thoughtsssss!!!! Urghh
Soooooo i want to buy this, and i want to buy that!! I want to buy everything but i'm broke.. Seriouslyyy!!! And i'm not broke just because i tried to get an iphone.. I'm broke cos i had an unplanned trip and i'm in this mess rite now... To people who said i could save more money than they ever could, you can go ahead and laugh all you want... Just to prove it, i could be broke too you know... -.-
Recently, i'm a bit bipolar.. I change mood like every few hours!! O____O i'm like wtf is wrong with me? Sighhh and i'm getting fickle minded too... I hate making decisions and the feeling of trying to tell yourself not to but you cant... Where is my self controlllll? T^T
Ps: i wonder if anyone reads this!!
Okayy.. Now here's a picture of me!! I knoww my face is sooo chubby now :(
Bla Bla Bla
What’s forcing me to CLEAN
up my rotting blog? Well, I guess it was those tiny little voices in my head
reminding me of the poor state that my blog is in. Or maybe I finally had enough strength to click on someone else’s
blog and feel that guilt eating me up for being irresponsible to my blog. There
goes me starting to act like a drama queen. Urgh.
I have nothing nice to say today. =[ I’m not exactly in the
mood to babble. I just want sleep! x____x I know, it’s totally my fault that I stayed
up late to catch a movie. =[ what’s life besides that repeating cycle you
follow every day? Is this how we’re going spend the next 50 years doing? It gives
me the shivers. So not looking forward to it. I’m sulky today. sighh
**Missing you is an understatement to what I’m feeling
right now. You don’t understand and I could never explain it to you in words. It
sucks.
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| More like 5 days! |
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| It's Christmas! |
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| Christmas snowballs. Always wanted one of this. |
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If I have any way to dig my heart out now, I would.
Of intern, birthday and crying
This week has been an emotional and crazy one. With all
the wailing, whining and high pitch screams. Nah, wasn’t that chaotic actually; it was just me
babbling about my yet-to-be-confirmed-internship-and-that-I-have-less-than-two-weeks-to-find-it-because-of-this-yearly-event-that-I-worked-for
–will-take-up-the-last-two-weeks-of-Oct –and-I’m-dead-meat-cos-my-internship-is-in-November! Gosh that’s long! :P But thank god I have great friends!
They gave me a bunch of contacts and I should start mailing them tmr!! *thank god* I just want
this year to pass peacefully. PLEASE!! Thank you in advance.
Celebrated a silly girl’s birthday
yesterday night. It was suppose to be a foolproof plan. Went out for Loreal’s warehouse sale (which has
nothing to SELL -__________- wasted my time! YIU~) early in the morning,
dabao-ed breakfast, walked from Times Square to Sg. Wang to Lot 10, to Park
Royal to Fahrenheit to Pavilion. Shopping and
girls talk, was suppose to leave after lunch to get her cake and meet up with
the others after dinner. Dim zhi, she had to go home because her parents were
mad. [><] in the end, we went up to her house with the cake, standing
outside her door, wishing her Happie Birthday at 10.30pm. It didn’t go as planned and she kinda knew
what we were up to but it was an unforgettable birthday night. I think we should just appear at your doorstep for the rest
of your birthdays! HAHA..
Ps: I read your post about your
baby getting towed while you were on your way to Arthur’s Day. You mentioned
that you envy me because of my crying ‘ability’. Now I’ll tell you that it’s not
that great sometimes. You still have time to consider other’s feelings when you
don’t know what to do and I can’t do that because my tears are automatic
-_____-
Pps: Seen seen ar, whatever it
is, we are here for you. Don’t be afraid to let us know when you are sad. What
are friends for? *HUGS*
How often do you follow what your brain
tells you? I have this internal fight within me every day; without fail. The funny thing is, there
isn’t an answer and I don’t even understand the exchange between my brain and my heart (or rather,
my tears).
LOL. This is me. weird. I think I found a phrase to describe myself when
someone asks “Talk about yourself” :- There’s one thing I do very well; crying. My tears are
automatic.*inserts smile* -__________- FML.
Hungry Faces
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| In Tokyo Street, Pav |
Of die, dead, and dead-ed!
I’m in deeeeeep shiet!
T______T I’m going to kill myself if things don’t settle down in two weeks time. I’m in
a rush. I
can’t decide on other things if I don’t get my internship confirmed! X_______X I’m
seriously dead!! Save me please!! Anyone has any job to introduce? I’m
desperately looking for one. Sigh.. I don’t know why I’m nervous.. *bites fingernails* I think
you eventually get so worked up when you are stuck at home for a month without anything to do, getting mad at your brother every
time he falls sick, waiting for time to pass and sleeping like nobody’s
business. You’re going to start mumbling, get depressed and eventually make a
permanent visit to the psychiatric ward. That’s the end of my life. FML! Lol..
Now I’m crapping!! Please tell me things are going to be fine. Internship will
find its own way to me and I can live peacefully for the rest of the year.. I BEG OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!
[><]
I’m dead! I’m deadd!! I’m
deaddd!!! I’m deadddd!!!! I’m deaddddd!!!!! I’m
deadddddd!!!!!!
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- 20++,
- 26th December 1990,
- Seoul, South Korea [i wish!],
- For me to reminisce and think abt happie times,
- Where i have the courage to say what i want,
- If you wanna judge me, do it somewhere else.
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